some of my recent blogs are so sloppy. i couldn't get the inspiration that i need to craft my blogs like well embellished jewelries that sparkle even with faint light. i was reading the blogs of people and i can't help but say in my mind how different my blogs sounded, maybe too amateurish? i don't know but one thing is for sure, i have to step up my game. i know this isn't a competition but seriously, i want to make good blog entries, entries that are worth reading. it's just like cooking, you cannot serve what is not worthy to be eaten. 

i want my blogs sincere and full of life. i want them unique and soulful. i want them to be embroidered with my real emotions. i want it to be representative of who i am. i have about 5 pending blog entries. the concept of the blog is ready but the i haven't started with the body. i know that i have to creatively do them. i have to squeeze out my creative juices. creativity for me is a big deal. it attracts interest into your entry.

also, i think i have to treat my blog as a journal and not just as an accessory or an online notebook where i write notes. see, a journal works as a extended vein. my blood runs through it, therefore it is a part of me. my blog, then, is part of me and i must treat it that way. 

Carpe Diem- Sieze the moment.

i must make the most out of everything because sometimes we do not get second chances.