Screaming Out

I cry out to you my heed
of desperation and longing.

I scream out the anger I feel,

emotions I let out,

leaving nothing unperturbed.

I may seem nonchalant

but inside this seemingly cool figure

lies clumps of distress and woe

I wish I wish we all could ,

take under one's wing,

the perplexity of the predicament.

Open your eyes,

and see the truth

Open your ears,

and hear the truth.

Save our souls

at the break of a new beginning,

we feed our appetite for victory,

hands clasped together

through an unbreakable bond 

we stand.

Stay firm and true 

to thy credo we claim,

to thy sense of duty and honor.

Exclaim the strength. 

Show the aptitude.

Use the the brilliance.

Because we are who we are.

Be Who You Are.

As I looked at the window in front of me, plants sad idly. When I glanced leftward, leaves were dancing to the wind's beat. Weird, I said to myself. I looked around the room and stared at the plain white walls-empty walls accentuated by the tiny glow of light.

It was silent, eerily silent to be exact. I hear the faint buzz of silence. Its as if a bee is flying over your ears. zzzzzzzz. I sat down and thought what to write. I want something good and interesting. I have published 3 blogs already but I want to fascinate the readers more about my life, my thoughts, my emotions.


A million times maybe, i have tried to write. Well, attempted to write. Words, ideas and thought gushed within my mind like a newly opened spring. However, when I start to write it down....MY! There must be draught. How come my ideas don't come out the way I want them to be? They seem boring. It doesn't seem to be a beautiful work of art- a masterpiece. It doesn't appear to be my masterpiece.

Oh well, thinking about it. I said to myself, JUST BE WHO YOU ARE. Your emotions would not translate we if it's not you your trying to portray. yeah?

I know it's so hard to be yourself. Sometimes we actually force ourselves to wear masks just to be accepted. In the end, however, we get rejected because our masks aren't foolproof after all.

Is this love?

"He got his heart broken, had himself hurt for so many times because of that sole girl but it did not stop him from loving her."


I kinda like this girl. The problem is...well, she got a boyfriend. I don't know how long they have been or how much they love each other. All i'm sure about is that i like this goddess.


I'm not really THAT good at courting or expressing how much i like her. I suck at that. If it were something like leading, i think i would excel. Let's just say I'm a failure at that. A friend said, "I'm like a baby boy."


How do I see a baby boy? Sitting at a corner, contented by just holding his toy, a bib hung on his shirt, waiting for someone to assist him.


I guess I'm a baby boy after all. I'm contented with just seeing her, or at least hugging her for split seconds (HOW I WISH i could whisper to her ears, "I would love to hug you longer"). Oh yeah, I need to wear a bib too. Just to prevent mistakes from staining my life. Maybe I'm not ready to be a man yet. Not just yet.


This girl is....oh my god, i can't explain how much i like her. Her eyes, her smile-it makes me die inside. I could just feel her hands, her touch-i could run throughout the ENTIRE campus. Her hair reflects the sun's light, she simply brightens up my day. I never thought I could go up to her and say "hi." She seemed very insignificant at first. So unexpected. Why did we have to belong to the same political party? 


Anyways, We have been together quite a few times already. We conversed, laughed, and just sat there in silence. I told you    I'm no good at it. I told you! I don't think it's enough. I want to tell her how i feel, however, fear pents up. I get cowardly by the thought. You know what possibly could happen next.


1. She could not talk to me again.
2. Or she could....nah, i shouldn't even think about it. 


Anyways, I don't know,for now. I'll keep you posted. yeah?


I gotta decide where to take her for lunch.. suggestions? :)


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A Comparison of Beauty

Look! Look at the serene feeling the flowers give.
The beauty that reflects in my eyes, doubles the joy that resounds in my heart. Oh what a wonderful feeling love is.

Feel! Feel the smoothness of petals that grows like  butterfly's wings, adorned with colors. The crowning glory of man. The crowning glory.

Without doubt, flowers are perfect. You are perfect for me, as well.  :)

Little Steps

I woke up,
sun shining on my face.

I stood up,
clothes falling to the floor
leaving my body
exposed to the winter air.

I walked a few steps
and saw, standing before me
the picturesque body
of the lady of my dreams

I led her back
and cuddled with her
to the last of my days.